Today Yixun had something to tell me. He wanted to tell me before work starts. However I was late. So he did not tell me anything till case cut. Ivy had something on at home so she took half day off in the afternoon. Wei Hong came to help too but half day here too.

I knows what he wants to tell me and I know that I could not avoid it. He will tell me sooner or later. I do not want to hurt him as I know that he had been hurt previously and he was very sad. He said he remembered very clearly as he had a good memory. He took abt half a yr to recover! And he is a person who do extreme things. How am I to tell him that I only regard him as bro? I do not want him to go back to the past and say "Love is a weapon of mass destruction"! I do not want to hurt him nor do I want anybody to be sad cos of me! Furthermore if I can accept him, why I cannot accept Youquan in the past? He is very gd too and I had feelings for him too. But I was afraid there'll be alot of prob for us due to age(smaller by 3 yrs too) and decided to let him go. I know he's very sad and he sacrificed alot for me, talking on the phone everyday(so bill burst) and scolded by parents. Haiz...suddenly memories keep coming back...hope he's doing fine and has found a girl 100 times or more better than me! Jiayou Youquan! I will be here 默默为你加油!!

When case cut, Meng siang came into dark room to tell me abt him and Ivy. He was sad that he and Ivy bacame lidat. He does not know if he should hang on or let go. I told him to give it a last try. If really cannot then let go. After that, Yixun came in and talked to me. He asked me if I knew he likes me. I feigned ignorance and said I tot it is all rumours. He said is all true and asked if I can be his gf. I do not know what to reply him so I said to consider. I continued to say I am not a gd gf and I am older than him. He said it's ok as his parents do not mind and he said I m nice and cute. Then I asked again y he do not like Ivy as normally pple will like her. He said he dunno y but just like. I continued to tell him abt the things that he should change like his eating style. We spent abt 30 to 45 mins talking lidat ba.

Today during work, Yixun wrote a Malay phrase. I do not wad it means. But then Ivy says he very daring and he explains to me after that. It means "I like this girl". I was too shocked for words. Then he changed the like to "sayang" which I dunno wad it means. But I think it shld be worse than like ba..haha...

Btw I meet Darren for dinner! SO long nv see him le!! We went to Isetan at lido there for Hello Panda fair. But when we reached there, it just closes! After that, we went to Yixun's mother shop upstairs. Her mother is English educated and very friendly. His uncle knows chinese medicine and help me to see. He says my nails are very thin and not enough "qi".

He helps Meng Siang to massage his hand as he asked him why his nails are black. Meng Siang is in pain for a period of time. Yixun's brother is very cute and looks like Yixun! Very active and likes to "twist".

Then Darren and I went to far east plaza to eat noodles. He treat me.