Thursday, November 17, 2011

时间过得真快,转眼间一年又要过去了!
在这段时间里发生了很多事,也让我学到了很多!
在没有“他”的日子里,我努力地忘记他,也努力地学习独立!
虽然有时候我想到他还是会伤心,但只要他开心幸福,我就心满意足了!

我把空出的时间跟朋友出去,陪家人,和学我想要学的东西!
我想实现我的梦想!
最近我终于开始学了跳舞和韩语!
跳舞是我一直想学的,现在终于能有时间和机会和我的好姐妹一起学,我等了好久啊!
我一定要学会 Kara-STEP!
lalalalala~~~

我现在的工作也比较轻松,没有像以前那样忙。
这里的人也很好,互相帮忙,也很友善!
我认识了一些蛮好的朋友。
有时候我还会不知不觉的露出笑容!
我真的好开心和幸运我能得到这份工,谢谢老天爷!

我希望“他”的人生没了我也能很快乐,充实。
在大学里能活得精彩,找到一个比我好一千一万倍的女孩!
谢谢你给了我那么美好的回忆,我永远都不会忘记的!
你在我心里永远有一个很特别的位置,是无人能取代的!
再见了我的好朋友~!
你一定要幸福!!!
(不要辜负我的一番好意!)
我们大家一起加油!!!!! =P

Saturday, April 30, 2011

Yesterday I went to see my fortune with Yen Lin at Marsiling near OCBC bank. I went to ask for my relationship while she asks for her career. She wanted to change job but not sure whether she shld quit first then find or vice versa.

We went there for 2 times before but failed. Finally, we managed to see him this time!He is 60 yrs old but looks like 30+. Yen Lin went first. He said she is clever and shld further her studies. She must have more confidence and find a job first before quitting.

After her is my turn. He said that the relationships that I have not are all "shits". My "prince charming" will only appear when I am 27 or 28. And I must not be too easy on relationships. The job that I have now is good and I should not change anymore.

After hearing all these, we find that he is very accurate! He did not even charge us!
I think I should not be so bothered by relationships now as all my relationships dun seem to work for now. Mayb it is really destined that the right person has not appeared. I am really very hurt and troubled by the relationships that I have recently. They are all "烂桃花"!All I want is just a person who cares and loves me...is that so difficult? Sometimes, letting go may be a gd thing too......

All I want to do now is to make a change to my life now. I want to do all the things I wanted to do for very long! For eg, driving, dancing, singing and participate in media stuffs if possible! The most impt....make more friends! In that way, I think I will be happier and I can live life to the FULLEST!!!!!!!!=P

Thursday, January 20, 2011

第一天的我...哭了一整晚...
我几乎没睡到就醒来...眼睛张开时还是有眼泪...
眼睛好肿,身体好累,但是我还是睡不着...
闹钟没响我就醒来了,然后又开始哭...
在家里哭,在作工时也哭,甚至走路或搭地铁时都哭!!
我开始觉得我生病了...喉咙很痛又有感冒...

第二天的我...用了比较少的纸巾擦眼泪...
但是我还是很伤心,还是继续哭...
不过至少我还睡了三个小时...

第三天的我...终于好多了!
我只是用了一张纸巾!
我以为我好了,但是当我一个人时,我又开始哭了!
我好讨厌我自己...为什么我的眼泪就是不停的掉!!

也许我不该再奢望了...放弃也许对谁都好...