Today Yixun and I went to mass room to chat as he asked me if I could be his gf. As Xing Cai and Renda are sleeping in the darkroom, he msg to ask me. He asked me b4 when there were onli the 2 of us last last mon. He locked the door and we chatted. I told him that I would consider at that time.

We chatted abt 2 hrs in the room. He told me he had 9 failures in love during his 3yrs in MI. All rejected him. He said the 1st had bf, 2nd is nt gd....the previous one is gd but being rejected and so he said I am the best. However, I told him I am not gd and not worth him being sad over me. Furthermore, I have no feelings for him. I even told him to change but he asked if he could ask me the q again after he had changed. However I know it is impossible. I just don't have that 心跳加速的感觉! Maybe cos I may have "somebody" in my heart w/o me knowing or mayb I have not forgotten abt "dear dear".