时间过得真快，转眼间一年又要过去了！
在这段时间里发生了很多事，也让我学到了很多！
在没有“他”的日子里，我努力地忘记他，也努力地学习独立！
虽然有时候我想到他还是会伤心，但只要他开心幸福，我就心满意足了!
我把空出的时间跟朋友出去,陪家人,和学我想要学的东西!
我想实现我的梦想!
最近我终于开始学了跳舞和韩语!
跳舞是我一直想学的,现在终于能有时间和机会和我的好姐妹一起学,我等了好久啊!
我一定要学会 Kara-STEP!
lalalalala~~~
我现在的工作也比较轻松，没有像以前那样忙。
这里的人也很好,互相帮忙,也很友善!
我认识了一些蛮好的朋友。
有时候我还会不知不觉的露出笑容!
我真的好开心和幸运我能得到这份工,谢谢老天爷！
我希望“他”的人生没了我也能很快乐，充实。
在大学里能活得精彩,找到一个比我好一千一万倍的女孩！
谢谢你给了我那么美好的回忆，我永远都不会忘记的!
你在我心里永远有一个很特别的位置,是无人能取代的！
再见了我的好朋友~！
你一定要幸福！！！
(不要辜负我的一番好意!）
我们大家一起加油！！！！！ =P
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Yesterday I went to see my fortune with Yen Lin at Marsiling near OCBC bank. I went to ask for my relationship while she asks for her career. She wanted to change job but not sure whether she shld quit first then find or vice versa.
We went there for 2 times before but failed. Finally, we managed to see him this time!He is 60 yrs old but looks like 30+. Yen Lin went first. He said she is clever and shld further her studies. She must have more confidence and find a job first before quitting.
After her is my turn. He said that the relationships that I have not are all "shits". My "prince charming" will only appear when I am 27 or 28. And I must not be too easy on relationships. The job that I have now is good and I should not change anymore.
After hearing all these, we find that he is very accurate! He did not even charge us!
I think I should not be so bothered by relationships now as all my relationships dun seem to work for now. Mayb it is really destined that the right person has not appeared. I am really very hurt and troubled by the relationships that I have recently. They are all "烂桃花"!All I want is just a person who cares and loves me...is that so difficult? Sometimes, letting go may be a gd thing too......
All I want to do now is to make a change to my life now. I want to do all the things I wanted to do for very long! For eg, driving, dancing, singing and participate in media stuffs if possible! The most impt....make more friends! In that way, I think I will be happier and I can live life to the FULLEST!!!!!!!!=P
We went there for 2 times before but failed. Finally, we managed to see him this time!He is 60 yrs old but looks like 30+. Yen Lin went first. He said she is clever and shld further her studies. She must have more confidence and find a job first before quitting.
After her is my turn. He said that the relationships that I have not are all "shits". My "prince charming" will only appear when I am 27 or 28. And I must not be too easy on relationships. The job that I have now is good and I should not change anymore.
After hearing all these, we find that he is very accurate! He did not even charge us!
I think I should not be so bothered by relationships now as all my relationships dun seem to work for now. Mayb it is really destined that the right person has not appeared. I am really very hurt and troubled by the relationships that I have recently. They are all "烂桃花"!All I want is just a person who cares and loves me...is that so difficult? Sometimes, letting go may be a gd thing too......
All I want to do now is to make a change to my life now. I want to do all the things I wanted to do for very long! For eg, driving, dancing, singing and participate in media stuffs if possible! The most impt....make more friends! In that way, I think I will be happier and I can live life to the FULLEST!!!!!!!!=P
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Sunday, August 01, 2010
Alot of things happened recently. I have gained and lost alot these few mths! I have gained experience in TV productions, chance to work and make new frenz in recruit express, closer to my RWS frenz, catch up with my "old" frenz and learnt to be closer to my family! However, I lost some things like chances to go overseas for holidays and participate in Maybelline contest!I lost freedom to even take no pay leave to go for filming for Maybelline!*sob*...I also wanted to go Shanghai with Yun Hui, Germany to visit Jiayi, and Japan with Ren Da!! But all these will not happen if I am not confirmed as perm. That's why I'm working very very hard now to be confirmed asap. I am late for work recently due to the rain and train fault. Above are the things that I have done for the past few mths!
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Everything seems to happen so fast....one moment I m very sad, one moment I am very happy....one moment I give up, one moment I regret... I admit I still have not totally forgotten or given up...mayb tats the bad pt abt me...cannot make up a decision and too easily persuaded...anyway I m not a person who can easily forget abt something...esp relationships... and there r things I dun wish to forget...mayb tats wad they said...happy memories ba...but I m really not prepared and not brave enough le...
Mayb wad I need is time ba...mayb one day if I m touched by the things he has done, I may find back my courage. Anyway I dun wanna be his burden. I wanted very much to tell him to wait for me...but I m afraid I may be wasting his time again and hurt his feelings. Most importantly, I dun wanna hinder his future. Although I say I wanna forget, but said is easier than done. I m still very "she bu de!" I really miss him alot....but for the sake of his own good, I m willing to do anything...including forcing myself to forget him...(zhi yao ni kai kou, wo she me dou yuan yi zhuo!) I think somewhere deep in my heart, there is always a "place" reserved specially for him. I hope one day we can really forget all the unhappy things tat happened and will be happy together!
Mayb wad I need is time ba...mayb one day if I m touched by the things he has done, I may find back my courage. Anyway I dun wanna be his burden. I wanted very much to tell him to wait for me...but I m afraid I may be wasting his time again and hurt his feelings. Most importantly, I dun wanna hinder his future. Although I say I wanna forget, but said is easier than done. I m still very "she bu de!" I really miss him alot....but for the sake of his own good, I m willing to do anything...including forcing myself to forget him...(zhi yao ni kai kou, wo she me dou yuan yi zhuo!) I think somewhere deep in my heart, there is always a "place" reserved specially for him. I hope one day we can really forget all the unhappy things tat happened and will be happy together!
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Many things happened during this period of time when I did not write my blog. Firstly, dear dear broke up with me! I was so sad that I fell sick. However I had no one to blame but myself. I brought it upon myself. From now on, I had to learn how to be independent. Nobody will be there for me when I lost my way, nobody will be there for me when I need to know if the things are worth the money, nobody will be there for me to give me opinions of how nice the dresses are, nobody will be there to inform me abt sales and gd "lobangs" and alot more................
Secondly, I m working at Pantages Hollywood at Universal studios freelance crew now. The pple there are super friendly! But dear dear is stationed at battlestar gelatica. Although we are quite near, we nv met.....He does not wish to see me or talk to me. Thus I decided not to disturb him for some time as he said he's enjoying his life now. *sob*......
Thirdly, my relationship with toufu man seems to be more complicated. We became closer but I was afraid of hurting him. He's really a very gd and caring person who deserves a better person than me. I m jus a normal girl who's always blur and always make pple angry. He really helped me alot thru the period when dear dear broke up with me. Sometimes I would think if I m really worth his love. No matter wad, thx for everything!! Thx for tolerating all my nonsense, thx for all the care and concern, thx for ur help, thx for ur company and thx for being there for me when I needed u most.
Secondly, I m working at Pantages Hollywood at Universal studios freelance crew now. The pple there are super friendly! But dear dear is stationed at battlestar gelatica. Although we are quite near, we nv met.....He does not wish to see me or talk to me. Thus I decided not to disturb him for some time as he said he's enjoying his life now. *sob*......
Thirdly, my relationship with toufu man seems to be more complicated. We became closer but I was afraid of hurting him. He's really a very gd and caring person who deserves a better person than me. I m jus a normal girl who's always blur and always make pple angry. He really helped me alot thru the period when dear dear broke up with me. Sometimes I would think if I m really worth his love. No matter wad, thx for everything!! Thx for tolerating all my nonsense, thx for all the care and concern, thx for ur help, thx for ur company and thx for being there for me when I needed u most.
Sunday, October 04, 2009
髪でリボン編 Hair Tutorial Ribbon-shaped Up-do ロングヘアアレンジ
Nice ribbon...too bad my hair is nt as long and as thick as hers!!
How To: Style a Bun Bao
This is a video which I found yest. She's really an expert in DIY!!! I really learnt alot from her!
I feel so 呆 recently! I was cheated by Jay and 2 newcomers, James and Terence! Jay impersonate as a pre-en calling my project phone and asked me out for dinner. He said he was George Michael and said I could ask Ivy along if I m afraid. He also remembered who I m as he said I was the one who spoke very fast. He said he owned the F1 race track and has a degree in mechanical engine and owns science technology. And guess what....I really believed everything!
Actually there are alot of loopholes but I did not realise it! I even went to check paces and there is really such a person! But lives in FLora rd while he told me he's in pasir ris and mount faber hills. He said he could give me 20 tics to front row of F1 and I even went around to gather pple!! So paiseh!!! There was once I walked out of the room but nv see Jay talking to me. In the end they asked me to call the person then I saw Jay taking out his phone. I tot it was Madu and called again till he told me it was HIM!! I then went to tell everybody the F1 race was a scam...omg...feel so deceived!!!!*sob*....
The 2 new medics bluff me too by saying each other's name. James told me he was Terence and vice versa. I jus happened to realise it when they accidentally spill it out when chatting. But I talked to Terence b4 jus tat I had forgotten the looks cos all look the same w/o hair! Haiz...
Actually there are alot of loopholes but I did not realise it! I even went to check paces and there is really such a person! But lives in FLora rd while he told me he's in pasir ris and mount faber hills. He said he could give me 20 tics to front row of F1 and I even went around to gather pple!! So paiseh!!! There was once I walked out of the room but nv see Jay talking to me. In the end they asked me to call the person then I saw Jay taking out his phone. I tot it was Madu and called again till he told me it was HIM!! I then went to tell everybody the F1 race was a scam...omg...feel so deceived!!!!*sob*....
The 2 new medics bluff me too by saying each other's name. James told me he was Terence and vice versa. I jus happened to realise it when they accidentally spill it out when chatting. But I talked to Terence b4 jus tat I had forgotten the looks cos all look the same w/o hair! Haiz...
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