Many things happened during this period of time when I did not write my blog. Firstly, dear dear broke up with me! I was so sad that I fell sick. However I had no one to blame but myself. I brought it upon myself. From now on, I had to learn how to be independent. Nobody will be there for me when I lost my way, nobody will be there for me when I need to know if the things are worth the money, nobody will be there for me to give me opinions of how nice the dresses are, nobody will be there to inform me abt sales and gd "lobangs" and alot more................

Secondly, I m working at Pantages Hollywood at Universal studios freelance crew now. The pple there are super friendly! But dear dear is stationed at battlestar gelatica. Although we are quite near, we nv met.....He does not wish to see me or talk to me. Thus I decided not to disturb him for some time as he said he's enjoying his life now. *sob*......

Thirdly, my relationship with toufu man seems to be more complicated. We became closer but I was afraid of hurting him. He's really a very gd and caring person who deserves a better person than me. I m jus a normal girl who's always blur and always make pple angry. He really helped me alot thru the period when dear dear broke up with me. Sometimes I would think if I m really worth his love. No matter wad, thx for everything!! Thx for tolerating all my nonsense, thx for all the care and concern, thx for ur help, thx for ur company and thx for being there for me when I needed u most.