Today baobei went to 883 for recording as he participated in a campus competition and got into finals again. He went for the recording from 10 to 11pm. He was on air for abt 3 times, 2 mins each. In the final section when the DJ asked him if there's anyone he would like to thank, he said out a few names.

My name was mixed in the middle of his friends names and he said munling instead of joyce. Is it because he did not want others to know he had a gf? I think his cousins and parents are listening that's why he dared not emphasize. He emphasized his friend instead as she called to encourage him before the recording and asked if he would say out her name. He also emphasized his family and I am the only one left out as just friends. That's why I am in a strange position when this kind of situation occurs. He could not emphasize me. If his parents and relatives know abt me, he could just say it(but not sure if he would).

Last time when he participated in 1003, his aunt, mother and grandmother came to support him in the finals. After the whole thing, we still had to act as friends in front of his parents. He did not bother abt me. They went to eat after that and he asked me if I wanted to go along. I rejected it as I did not know what position I was to eat with them. As friends? Or as gf? I even felt shy in front of them. I did not know if I should go over to greet and talk to them or just act blur as friends. As usual, he was insensitive to me.

This time his finals will be at the heerens there. Will the same situation happen again? Will I meet his parents again? This time mayb I will just watch at one corner and go off with my friend after that. In that case I will not feel awkward again.